Hello, Sera. I went clothes shopping at a fancy mall today. It was very awkward, but at least I was able to get what I wanted. On the way out, I saw a little boy carrying two balloons: one blue, one purple. Also, when visiting a candy store, I was distracted by an octopus plush at the doorway. It wasn't realistic; it was very cartoonish, and it made my heart melt at the sight. How many days are left at this point? I got frustrated and took the counter out of my bio the other day. Regardless, I feel a lot better now after today, even if I did run into slight peril regarding an adult who will tell my dad nearly finding out about my gender identity. I think I've made it over the most difficult part of these 50 days, at the very least.